The Light That Whispers Before You Cry
The phone rings late, and the news arrives heavy as stone. You wait for the tears, the panic, the break—but nothing comes.
Just a hollow silence where your heart used to beat. You wonder if you have turned to ice.
But the numbness is not absence. It is the deep sleep of a spirit too overwhelmed to feel.
The light entered the prison of your body and whispered: wake up. And you wept bitter tears, asking who called your name while you were still in chains.
That silence you feel? It is the shock of waking.
The light is not gone. It is the hand reaching out before you can even cry.
You are not broken because you cannot cry. You are held in the quiet before the storm breaks.
The terror is not that you feel nothing. The terror is that you think the silence means you are alone.
Drawing from
Apocryphon of John, Matthew
Verses
Apocryphon of John 25:20-22, Matthew 14:27
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