the silent panic of hearing a loved one's voice on the phone and realizing you have no truth left to give them because you spent it all on the performance

The Quiet Room Where Light Waits

The phone rings in the dark and you freeze, because you have spent every ounce of your truth on the performance of being okay. You have nothing left to give the voice on the other end but the echo of your own exhaustion.

In this hour, the mask feels less like protection and more like a cage you built with your own hands. But listen — there is a place inside you that the performance never reached.

A quiet room where the light waits, untouched by your acting. You do not need to manufacture more truth to be held.

You only need to stop pretending long enough to remember what is already there. The kingdom is inside you, not in the story you tell.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Mary

Verses

Gospel of Mary 9:6

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