seeing their name pop up on a mutual friend's phone screen and feeling your stomach drop because you know you'll have to pretend you don't know who it is

The Light Runs to Your Mess

The phone lights up on the table between you, and a name appears that makes your stomach drop. You know you cannot speak it.

You know you must sit there, smiling, while carrying the weight of a secret that feels like it is cracking your ribs. The mask you wear this morning is heavy, crafted from the silence you are forced to keep.

But the light does not need your performance to see you. It sees the tremor in your hands and the truth you are hiding behind your eyes.

There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in shame, and he ran before the apology could even be formed. He did not wait for the story to be clean.

He ran to the mess. The light is running toward you right now, not to expose you, but to hold you in the very moment you feel most fraudulent.

You do not have to keep the mask on for the One who knows your name already.

Drawing from

Luke, Matthew

Verses

Luke 15:20, Matthew 6:22

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