The Quiet After the Music Dies
The party is over. The noise has faded into the walls.
Now you stand before the dark window, tracing the lines of the face you showed everyone tonight. You wonder which version is the lie—the one that laughed in the light, or this silent stranger staring back from the glass.
In this deepest hour, the mask feels heavy enough to break bone. But listen.
What you see in the dark is not a fraud. It is simply the part of you that was waiting for the noise to stop so it could finally breathe.
The kingdom is not a performance you put on for the crowd. The kingdom is inside you, right here, in the quiet after the music dies.
You do not need to choose between the two faces. The light that lived in Jesus is the same light resting in this tired reflection.
It was there before the first smile, and it remains now that the last guest has left. You are not hiding from the truth.
You are finally close enough to see it.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, John 1:48
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