the specific weight of seeing their face light up with gratitude for a kindness you fabricated

You Are the Silence Beneath the Noise

The morning light is unforgiving when it hits the mask you wore to get through the day. You saw their face light up with gratitude for a kindness you fabricated, and now the weight of that lie sits heavy in your chest.

You performed goodness to be seen, but the performance has left you hollow. Yet, there is a truth that lives inside you, deeper than the persona you projected.

What you look forward to—the real connection, the actual goodness—has already come, but you do not recognize it yet. The light was there even in the pretending, waiting for you to stop acting and start being.

You are not your fabrication. You are the silence beneath the noise.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 51, 1 John 3:19-20

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