watching your child flinch when you raise your hand to fix their hair, mistaking your touch for a blow

The Light That Runs Before You

The morning light is here, soft and gray, finding the edges of a room where a small flinch just happened. You raised your hand to smooth a stray hair, and they braced for a blow.

That split second breaks something in you. It feels like proof that the past has won, that the damage is done.

But the sun is rising anyway, indifferent to your failure, offering a new chance to be gentle. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, and before the apology could even be spoken, he ran.

He did not wait for the words. He ran.

The light inside you is that runner. It does not wait for you to be perfect before it moves toward your child.

It moves now. To fix the hair.

To soften the touch. To show them that hands are for holding, not hurting.

You are not the history they fear. You are the light that is waking up again.

Drawing from

Luke, Matthew

Verses

Luke 15:20, Matthew 5:16

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