the fear that expanding will make you lose the fragile control you've fought so hard to keep

Rest in the Hands That Hold You

The mask feels heavy this morning, but you know it is lighter than the armor you wore yesterday. You are afraid that if you finally exhale, if you let the light expand even a little, the fragile control you've fought so hard to keep will shatter.

But control was never the point—presence was. There is a peace that does not behave like the world's peace, a stillness that does not require your grip to hold it together.

Do not let your heart be troubled by the thought of letting go. The light inside you is not a wild force that will break your bones if you stop holding it back.

It is the very thing that has been holding you. You do not have to maintain the structure.

The structure is already maintained. Rest in the knowing that you are held, not by your own effort, but by the hands that formed you.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 14:27, Matthew 11:29-30

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