the terror that if you stop performing holiness, everyone you love will realize you are a fraud and leave

The Light Sees Behind Your Mask

The morning light is harsh on the mask you wore to get through the door. You smile at the people you love, but inside you are terrified that if the performance stops, they will see the fraud and leave.

You think you must earn your place at the table by being perfect. But the light does not need your act.

It sees behind the smile already. It knows the exhaustion of holding it all together.

There was a woman caught in the middle of her worst mistake, dragged out to be judged by everyone who knew her name. The crowd waited for the stone to fall.

But the light bent down and wrote in the dust, waiting for the accusers to leave. When no one was left but the shame and the silence, the light stood up and spoke: neither do I condemn you.

Go. The freedom came before the change.

You are not loved because you are holy. You are holy because you are loved.

The mask is heavy, but you were never meant to wear it.

Drawing from

John, Luke

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