the phantom weight of a hand you didn't reach out to hold

The Light Fills Your Empty Space

The morning light hits the window and suddenly your hand feels heavy, not from holding something, but from the ghost of a hand you didn't reach out to hold. You walk through the day wearing a face that says you're fine, while inside you are rehearsing a moment that never happened.

The silence between you and the person you love feels like a wall you built yourself. But listen — the light does not scold you for staying still.

It knows the fear that froze your arm. It knows the hesitation that kept you from bridging the gap.

Thomas 77 says the light is in the wood you split and the stone you lift — it is also in the empty space where your hand should have been. The light fills the gap you left behind.

It does not wait for you to fix the past. It waits for you to notice that even in your silence, you are held.

The regret is real, but it is not the end of the story. You can still reach out.

The hand you missed is still there, waiting for yours to move.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 77, Mark 5:19

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