The Crack Where The Light Gets Out
The morning light hits the office floor and you say the one true thing, the thing that cracks your voice open. And you see it—the sudden recoil.
A friend stepping back, eyes darting away, unsure what to do with the raw sound of your pain. They do not know how to hold the weight of your breaking.
So they pull their hands in. It feels like rejection.
It feels like you have become too heavy to carry. But listen closely.
The light does not recoil. It leans in.
It is not afraid of the crack in your voice. In fact, that crack is where the light gets out.
You are not too broken to be loved. You are the place where the light is shining through the wood, under the stone, right here in the awkward silence.
Their fear is not your failure. It is just their surprise at seeing the glory hidden inside your grief.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 77, Matthew 14:29-31
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