the crushing realization that you have become a stranger to yourself because you've spent so long editing your life for others

The Light Knows Only Your Root

The mirror shows a face you barely recognize because you spent years editing it for an audience that has long since left the room. You carved away your own edges to fit into spaces that were never meant to hold you, and now the silence of this hour feels like a verdict on who you became.

But listen — the light does not know the version of you that you performed for others. It only knows the root.

There is a child of true Humanity existing within you, untouched by the mask, waiting for you to stop looking outside and follow it home. You did not lose yourself; you just forgot where you buried it beneath the approval of strangers.

The dawn is coming, and it will not ask for your resume or your reputation — it will only ask for the one thing you have been too afraid to show: the real you.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Gospel of Mary 9:4-5

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