the specific shame of realizing you taught them that their feelings are a danger to your survival

Mercy Runs Faster Than Regret

The sun is up, but the shame is already awake, whispering that you taught them their feelings were a threat to your survival. You look at the morning light and wonder how you can face a day built on such a fracture.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He ran.

Before the apology, before the speech — he ran. You feel like the one who needs to explain the years of silence, but the light does not wait for your defense.

It meets you in the yard. The truth you feared — that your boundaries were violence — is being rewritten by a mercy that runs faster than your regret.

You did not break the love; you only forgot where it lived. The light was there in the closing of the door, and it is here in the opening of this new day.

You are not defined by the survival mode that kept you breathing. You are defined by the dawn that found you anyway.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, Luke 1:78-79

Verses

Luke 15:20, Luke 1:78-79

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