the secret envy of strangers who seem to have kept their pre-child identity intact while you feel yours dissolved

The Light Loves the Face Beneath

The morning light hits the street and you see them walking past—whole, intact, wearing their old selves like a favorite coat that never wore thin. You look down at your own reflection in the window and see only the pieces: the sleepless eyes, the stretched skin, the identity that feels dissolved into a thousand tiny demands.

It is a quiet, secret envy that burns while the coffee brews. You wonder where your name went, buried under the noise of everyone else's needs.

But the light does not love the mask you wore before; it loves the face beneath it now. The performance is over, and what remains is not less than you were—it is real.

The light sees the person behind the exhaustion and calls you by a name no one else knows.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Revelation

Verses

Revelation 2:17

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