the specific shame of realizing you have become a stranger to the people who love you because you've been so busy surviving that you forgot how to be present with them

The Light Waits Where You Stopped

The door closes behind you, and the armor you wore all day finally hits the floor with a thud. You are safe now, but you feel a new kind of weight—the silence of people who love you, yet hardly know who you are anymore because you have been so busy surviving that you forgot how to be present.

You became a stranger in your own home, hiding behind the exhaustion of keeping everyone else alive. But listen—the light does not ask you to perform or explain where you have been.

It simply waits in the quiet, ready to restore you to your root before the busyness began. There is no sin in your absence, only a forgetting that can be healed by sitting still.

You do not need to earn your way back into their hearts; you only need to let the mask fall. The love you think you lost was never gone; it was just waiting for you to stop moving long enough to see it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Gospel of Mary 4:28-29, Sophia of Jesus Christ 106:9-14

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