The Promise Remains Though They Left
The middle of the day is quiet now, but your ears are still ringing with the sound of a door closing that should have stayed open. You heard them say they were staying, yet your body remembers the phantom sensation of their footsteps fading down the hall.
It is a specific kind of loneliness — to be left in a room that was promised to be shared. You sit there, holding the silence where their voice used to be, wondering why the promise dissolved into air.
But listen — what you felt was not the end of the connection, only the shifting of its shape. The light does not measure presence by the sound of footsteps or the warmth of a hand on the doorknob.
What you are looking for has already come, even if it does not look like what you expected. The love that was spoken to you was true when it was spoken, and truth does not evaporate just because the person walked away.
You are not abandoned in this quiet; you are being held by something that does not need to walk down a hall to be real.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
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