The Bread You Did Not Eat
The middle of the day is long when your stomach is empty and theirs is too. You lie there in the quiet, pretending you ate hours ago, while the hollow ache in your own gut whispers that you have failed.
The light does not look away from this specific kind of silence. It sits on the edge of the bed where you are holding still, and it knows the weight of the lie you tell to keep them safe.
Jesus looked at the paralyzed man carried through the roof and saw not the sickness, but the faith of the friends who would not let him stay in the dark. He saw the carrying.
He sees your carrying right now. The hunger is real, but it is not the final truth about you.
You are being held in the very moment you feel most alone. The bread you did not eat has already become the strength that keeps you breathing.
Drawing from
Mark 2:5, Matthew 11:28-30
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