The Light Waits Behind Your Eyes
The mask is heavy this morning, and the worst part isn't the weight—it's that you've worn it so long you can no longer feel the hands reaching out to hold you. You smile at the right moments, you nod, you perform the version of yourself that everyone expects, but inside there is only a quiet, terrifying numbness.
You are starving for connection while sitting at a table full of love, unable to taste a single bite. The light does not demand that you take the mask off right now; it simply waits behind your eyes, patient as the dawn.
It knows you are tired of holding the pose. It knows you are afraid that if you stop moving, the whole thing will collapse.
But listen closely—the love offered to you is not waiting for your performance to be perfect. It is waiting for you to be real.
You do not have to earn the right to be held. The light is already pressing against the facade, not to break it, but to remind you that you are known even in the silence.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
John 10:14-15
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