The Crack Where the Real You Peeks Through
The laugh left your throat a second too late, hollow and thin, because you were busy watching faces instead of hearing the words. You smiled to blend in, to wear the mask that says you are fine, but inside you felt the cold slide of being found out.
That moment of awkward silence is not proof that you do not belong. It is the crack where the performance broke and the real you peeked through.
The light does not need your perfect timing or your rehearsed responses. It saw the effort it cost you to pretend, and it loves the exhausted person behind the smile more than the act itself.
You are not an imposter waiting to be exposed. You are a child who forgot they were already home.
Drawing from
1 John, Gospel of Thomas
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