standing in your kitchen after everyone leaves, staring at the silent phone, realizing no one actually saw the tremor in your hands

Found in the Quiet After the Party

The house is quiet now. The last guest has gone, the door is closed, and you are standing in your kitchen staring at a phone that never lit up.

They saw the smile. They laughed at the jokes.

But no one saw the tremor in your hands. No one noticed how hard you had to grip the counter just to stay upright.

You feel invisible in your own life. Like a ghost haunting a party that already ended.

But the light does not need a crowd to see you. It was there in the tremor.

It was there in the silence. The Father who sees in secret knows exactly how much weight you were holding up while you laughed.

You are not unseen just because the room is empty. The light that shines in the darkness has not overlooked you.

It is sitting right there on the linoleum, waiting for you to stop performing and just be found.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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