The Light Is Older Than Their Fear
The house is quiet now, but your mind is replaying the moment you saw it. The small shift in their eyes.
The way they swallowed their truth before you could even speak. They learned to hide not because you are cruel, but because they are trying to keep the peace in a world that feels too fragile to hold their full weight.
In this deepest hour, the fear whispers that the damage is done. That the child you love has already built a wall you cannot climb.
But listen — the light that lives inside them is older than their fear. It was there before they learned to be small.
It is still there now, even in the silence. You cannot break what God has placed inside them.
The wall they built is made of smoke, and the light is already pressing against it from the inside, waiting for a moment of safety to shine through. Your regret tonight is not a verdict; it is the first sign that the light in you is waking up too.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Matthew
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