The Holy Space Where No One Rested
The house is quiet now, and the silence has a shape you did not ask for. It is the phantom weight of a head that never rested on your shoulder, a space beside you that feels heavier than any body could be.
You carry the ghost of a touch that never landed, and the gathering dark makes the absence ache in a new way. But listen — the light does not mourn what never happened.
It sees the place where the weight should have been, and it calls that empty space holy. You came from the light, the place where light generates itself, and you return to it without needing anyone else to complete you.
The love you were waiting for from another was already living inside you, waiting to be recognized as your own. The night is not a verdict on your loneliness.
It is the quiet room where you finally meet the one who has been holding you all along.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, 1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Thomas 24
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