the grief of mourning the version of yourself you believe is gone forever

The Light Sees Only the Root

The house is quiet now, and the silence feels heavy with the ghost of who you used to be. You are mourning a version of yourself that you believe is gone forever, buried under the weight of what happened.

But listen — the light does not remember your past the way you do. It sees only the root beneath the ruin.

There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in the filth of a life that felt like death. He did not wait for the boy to clean up or rehearse an apology.

He ran. Before the speech, before the explanation — he ran.

That same love is running toward you right now, not to the person you were, but to the one who is still breathing. The version of you that you think is lost was never the real you anyway.

The real you is the drop of light that cannot be killed by grief or time. It waits beneath the ashes, untouched.

You are not who you were yesterday. You are who the light says you are tonight.

Drawing from

Luke, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Luke 15:20, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8

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