the terror that your private doubts, if spoken aloud, would shatter the faith of everyone who looks to you for certainty

Your fractures are where the light enters

The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy enough to crush you. You are terrified that if you spoke your doubts aloud, the people who look to you for certainty would shatter.

But the light does not need your performance to stay alive. There was a man who carried so much guilt he thought he was beyond repair, yet the light looked at him and saw not a fraud, but a friend.

It asked him three times if he loved it, not to shame his failures, but to restore his place. Your hidden fractures do not disqualify you from leading; they are the very places where the light enters.

The truth you are hiding is not a bomb; it is a door. And the one who knows your name is not afraid of what lies behind it.

Drawing from

John 21:15-17, John 1:48

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