The Father Runs Before You Speak
The house is quiet now, and the mask feels heavy on your face. You are terrified that if you finally let it drop, there will be nothing underneath worth seeing.
Just emptiness. Just a void where a person should be.
But listen — the light does not need a face to shine through. It does not need your performance, your polish, or your carefully constructed identity to exist.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of the pig pen, with no reputation left and no speech prepared. The father did not wait for the boy to fix himself.
He ran. Before the apology, before the mask could be rebuilt — he ran.
The light is already inside you, waiting not for your perfection but for your honesty. It was there before you ever learned to hide, and it remains there now, beneath the fear.
You do not have to be someone else to be loved. You only have to be the one who is here.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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