He Wants Your Presence Not Performance
The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy enough to crush you. You are terrified that if you finally speak, if you let the tremor show, the people you love will realize you were never actually holding it together and will walk away.
But there is a light inside you that does not depend on your composure to shine. It was there before you learned to pretend, and it remains even when the pretending stops.
Jesus stood at a door once and knocked, not to demand entry, but to wait for you to open it so he could sit and eat with you. He does not want your performance.
He wants your presence. The truth lives in us, not as a burden we must carry alone, but as a companion that refuses to leave when the facade cracks.
You do not have to be strong to be loved. You only have to be real.
Drawing from
Revelation, 2 John, Gospel of Mary
Verses
Revelation 3:20, 2 John 1:2, Gospel of Mary 4:25-26
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