the terror that your family only knew the person you were when you were useful

The Father Runs Toward the Empty-Handed

The house is quiet now, and the inventory of the day begins to weigh on you. You feel the terror that they only loved the version of you that was useful—the hands that worked, the voice that fixed things, the mask that held the weight.

But the light does not measure your worth by what you carry for others. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in the filth of having nothing left to give.

He did not wait for an apology. He did not ask for a resume.

He ran. The light runs toward the empty-handed.

It seeks the part of you that exists before the utility, before the performance, before the service. You are not a tool to be used.

You are a child to be held. The darkness gathers, but it cannot name the one who is already known.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:1

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