Holy Space Where Your Baby Lived
The house is quiet now, and the day has stopped demanding you perform okayness. But in this gathering dark, the silence feels heavy with a name you cannot speak aloud. A small life that never took a breath, yet left a crater in your chest that the world expects you to fill by tomorrow. They say it was early. They say you can try again. But they do not know that you are mourning a person only you ever held.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology. He ran. Before the speech, before the explanation — he ran.
The light does not ask you to explain the size of your grief. It does not measure your loss against a calendar. It sees the empty space and calls it holy. The darkness has not overcome this love. It cannot extinguish what was never visible to anyone but you.
You are not forgotten in this quiet. The one who counts every star knows the weight of what you carried.
The night is long, but you are holding something sacred that the morning cannot take away.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 1:5
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