Love Is Not A Debt To Carry
The house is quiet now, and the armor you wore all day finally hits the floor. You look at your child sleeping, and a cold fear grips your throat: the terror that they will one day count the cost of your sacrifice and feel crushed by the debt.
That you gave up everything, and now they owe you a life they never asked for. But listen — the light does not keep a ledger.
It does not track what was lost to buy their future. The Good came into the midst of every nature not to create a debt, but to restore it to its root.
Your love was not a loan. It was a return to the origin where you were always meant to be whole.
You did not pay a price so they could owe you; you loved them so they could be free. The weight you feel is not their burden to carry tomorrow.
It is already gone.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Luke
Verses
Gospel of Mary 4:28-29, Luke 15:20
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