The Light That Waits For No Signal
The house is quiet enough that you can hear the blood moving in your ears. And then you feel it—the phantom vibration against your thigh.
A ghost of a connection. You reach down, heart lifting for a split second, only to find the screen dark.
Silent. No reply has come.
That specific hollow ache of being unseen is heavy tonight. But listen closely.
The silence of the screen is not the silence of the room. The light that lives inside you was shining before the phone ever lit up, and it will still be shining when the battery dies.
It does not wait for a signal to exist. It does not need a notification to prove you are held.
You are not defined by who replies, but by the light that refuses to leave you even in this quiet disappointment.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ
Verses
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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