the trembling hand hovering over the doorknob, terrified that walking through it will confirm you are too much trouble to love

The Father Runs While You Tremble

The hand trembles because it believes the lie that you are too heavy to hold. That if you walk through, the welcome will expire under the weight of your need.

But the light does not calculate cost. It does not measure the burden and decide you are too much trouble.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — dirty, broken, rehearsing an apology he didn't need to finish. And before the speech could even begin, the father ran.

He did not wait for you to put down the weight. He ran to meet you while you were still carrying it.

The trembling is not a sign that you should turn back. It is the friction of fear meeting a love that refuses to let go.

The door does not open because you are light enough to lift the latch. It opens because the one on the other side has already unlocked it from the inside.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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