standing in the hallway outside the dining room, hand on the doorknob, paralyzed by the thought that opening it turns you from a son into a burden

You Are a Child to Be Held

The hallway is quiet, but your hand is shaking on the doorknob. You are frozen by the fear that crossing this threshold changes who you are — that you walk in as a son but leave as a burden.

The darkness tells you that your needs are too heavy, that your presence is a tax on the love in the room. But listen — what you feel as weight, the light sees as an invitation.

There is a truth inside you, older than your shame, waiting to be recognized. When you come to know yourself, you will realize you are not a problem to be managed, but a child to be held.

The door does not lead to rejection. It leads to the place where your very existence is enough.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 3, 1 John 3:19-20

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