The Light Waits in Your Exhaustion
The guests have gone. The house is quiet.
And now you are left alone with the reflection in the dark window—the one who laughed tonight, and the one who is staring back now, hollowed out. You wonder which face is the lie.
The light does not demand you choose between them. It simply stands at the glass with you.
There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. If it does not shine, it is dark.
The version of you that performed was not a fraud; it was a covering. The version of you that hurts is not a failure; it is the uncovering.
Neither do I condemn you. Go now.
The mask was never meant to stay on forever. The light is not hiding behind your smile; it is waiting in your exhaustion.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
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