The Light Waits in Your Arrival
The ghosts are loudest right now. They walk the floorboards of this quiet hour wearing the faces of the person you could have been if you had just tried harder.
You see the life you didn't build, the love you didn't keep, the version of yourself that stayed when you ran. It feels like a failure so deep it has its own gravity.
But listen — the light does not haunt you with what is missing. It sits beside you in the wreckage of the road not taken and calls you by your real name.
Not the name of your potential, but the name of your presence. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not wait for the speech about wasted years. He ran.
Before the apology, before the accounting of lost time — he ran. The phantom life is a trick of the darkness trying to convince you that you are too late.
But the light was already there, waiting in the dirt of your arrival. You do not have to resurrect the dead past to be held.
The one who runs toward you is not interested in the person you could have been. He is in love with the one who is finally here.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 50
Verses
Luke 15:20
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