sitting in the parked car in the driveway after everyone has gone to bed, staring at the steering wheel because you are too drained to walk through the front door and be the person they expect

The Light Waiting in the Passenger Seat

The engine is off. The house is dark.

And you are sitting in the silence of the driveway, too heavy to open the door and put the mask back on. You are not hiding from the light; you are hiding from the performance.

But listen — the light does not need you to be strong. It does not need you to be the person they expect.

It only needs you to be real. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of the pig pen, and he ran.

Before the apology, before the speech — he ran. He did not wait for you to clean up.

He did not wait for you to walk up the path. He is already running toward this car.

The darkness has not overcome it. The light is right here, sitting in the passenger seat, waiting for you to stop pretending.

You do not have to earn your way into the house tonight. You are already home.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 1:5

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