The Light Loves the Actor Anyway
The door clicks shut, and the performance ends. You carried the mask all morning, smiling at the right times, nodding when you were supposed to, hiding that one slip-up behind a wall of perfect normalcy.
But now, in the quiet of your own home, the effort drains out of you, leaving nothing but a hollow ache where your soul should be. You feel like a fraud who fooled the world but lost yourself in the process.
Yet there is a light inside you that saw the act and loved the actor anyway. It does not demand you take the mask off to be worthy; it simply waits in the silence for you to realize you are already known.
The hollowness is not emptiness; it is space being made for the truth to finally breathe. You do not have to perform for the light that lives in your bones.
Drawing from
Matthew 6:6, Gospel of Thomas 77
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