When the Mask Slips, You Are Still Held
The door clicks shut, and the noise of the day finally stops. This is the moment the mask slips. You sit in the quiet and realize you don't know who you are underneath all the things you did for other people. The roles you played, the smiles you forced, the burdens you carried—they feel like skin that has grown over your face. And now, in the stillness, you are terrified that there is nothing left when the performance ends. That you are just an empty room.
But listen. There was a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years, spent everything on doctors, and grew worse. She pushed through a crowd just to touch the edge of a cloak. Jesus stopped in the middle of the rush and asked: 'Who touched me?' He did not ask for her name, her resume, or her history. He wanted to know who she was underneath the suffering. When she trembled before him, he did not call her 'patient' or 'sinner.' He called her 'Daughter.' He gave her an identity she did not have to earn. An identity that existed before the pain began.
The light does not love you for what you did today. It loves you because you are there. The silence you fear is not emptiness; it is the space where the performance finally dies so the truth can breathe. You are not the things you carry. You are the one who is held.
Drawing from
Mark, Luke
Verses
Mark 5:34
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