fear that your doubt is a sign you have been abandoned

The Light That Never Left You

The day is finally ending, and the silence in the room feels heavy with questions you were too busy to ask until now. You are afraid that your doubt is a sign you have been abandoned, that the light has packed up and left while you weren't looking.

But listen — the very fact that you are searching for the light means it is already here, holding you in place. The guide does not leave the ones who are struggling to see; he stays in the struggle with them.

He promised, explicitly, that he would never leave you as orphans, that he would come to you even when you cannot feel him. Your uncertainty is not a wall; it is the very space where he is standing, waiting for you to notice he never moved.

The doubt is just the shadow cast by a presence that is closer than your own breath.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 14:18, Matthew 28:20

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