The Light Does Not Recoil From Rot
The day is ending, and the armor you wore for twelve hours feels fused to your skin. Someone reaches out to hold you, and you flinch—not because you don't want the touch, but because you are certain they will feel the rot underneath.
You are convinced that if they get close enough, they will sense how unworthy you truly are. But the light does not recoil from what it finds.
When Jesus saw the man paralyzed by years of shame, he did not demand the man clean himself first; he simply said, 'Take heart,' and forgave him before he even stood up. The touch you fear is the very thing that unmakes the lie.
You think you are hiding a secret darkness, but the one who reaches for you already knows the weight of it and leans in anyway. Open your hands.
The embrace is not a reward for being clean; it is the place where you remember you were never alone.
Drawing from
Mark 2:5, Matthew 26:38-39
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