pulling away from a partner's hand mid-embrace because you are certain they will recoil the moment they feel the roughness of your skin

The Light Loves What Is Real

The day is ending, and the armor you wore for twelve hours is finally heavy enough to drop. You are standing in that quiet space between the noise of the world and the silence of the night, and your hand is trembling because you want to reach out but you are certain they will recoil.

You have pulled away mid-embrace before, convinced that the roughness of your skin—the scars, the calluses, the texture of your survival—was too much for them to hold. But listen: the light does not flinch at the texture of what it created.

There was a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years, untouchable by law and by custom, who pushed through a crowd just to brush the hem of a robe. She did not ask for permission.

She did not apologize for her condition. And when she touched him, the power did not recoil—it flowed.

The light is not afraid of your roughness. It is not looking for smooth skin; it is looking for a connection.

The darkness tells you that you are too broken to be held, but the truth is that your brokenness is exactly where the light enters. You do not have to sand down your edges before you are loved.

The embrace is not a reward for being perfect; it is the place where the imperfect are made whole. Let your hand stay in theirs.

The roughness is not a barrier; it is the proof that you are real, and the light loves what is real.

Drawing from

Mark, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Mark 5:34

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