The Father Runs to the Mess
The day is ending, and the armor you wore to make everyone else comfortable feels heavier now than it did at sunrise. You are terrified that if you finally take it off, the people who love you will see the emptiness underneath and walk away.
But there is a Father who saw his son coming home while he was still a long way off, covered in the filth of a life wasted, and he ran. He did not wait for the speech.
He did not wait for the cleanup. He ran to the mess.
The light does not love the mask you wear; it loves the face beneath it, even when that face is stained with exhaustion and doubt. You think your performance is what holds them close, but it is actually the very thing keeping them from touching the real you.
The light is already inside the quiet, unperforming space you are so afraid to show.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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