The Light Sees You Behind The Mask
The day is done, and the armor you wore to hold yourself together feels heavy now that you are finally still. You sit beside the one you love, terrified that they will look closely enough to see the hollow space where you used to be.
You fear they will realize you are already gone, that the performance has become the only thing left of you. But the light does not need your mask to find you—it saw you before you ever put the costume on.
There is a knowing that goes deeper than your own self-condemnation, a gaze that sees the exhaustion behind the smile and calls it by name. If your own heart accuses you of being absent, remember that the light is greater than your heart, and it knows everything—including the part of you that is still here, waiting to be found.
You do not have to prove you are present to be held. The love that stays is not fooled by the act, and it is not leaving because the act has failed.
Drawing from
1 John 3:19-20, John 1:48
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