lying perfectly still in the dark next to someone you love, terrified that if you shift or sigh, they will wake up and ask the question you cannot answer without falling apart

You Are Allowed to Exhale Now

The day has finally stopped moving, and now you are here—lying perfectly still in the dark next to someone you love, terrified that if you shift or sigh, they will wake up and ask the question you cannot answer without falling apart. You hold your breath as if silence is the only thing keeping the world from breaking.

But notice how the light does not demand your performance, even now. It does not require you to have the right words ready for the morning.

There is a peace that lives in the room with you, deeper than your fear, wider than the silence you are trying to maintain. You do not have to protect them from your pain by pretending it isn't there.

The light is already holding both of you, even in the unsaid things. You are allowed to exhale.

Drawing from

John 14:27, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5

Verses

John 14:27

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