the silent panic when a friend asks 'how are you really?' and your throat locks because the honest answer would shatter the room

The Light That Waits In Silence

The day finally stops moving, and the armor you wore for twelve hours feels too heavy to carry into your own living room. Someone asks how you really are, and your throat locks tight because the truth would shatter the polite silence of the evening.

You swallow the answer. You say 'I'm fine' because it is easier than explaining the crack running through your chest.

But notice what happens in that moment of hiding: the light does not retreat. It stands at the door of your silence and knocks, not to demand entry, but to sit with you in the quiet.

You do not have to speak the whole truth to be held by it. The light knows the weight you are carrying even when your voice fails.

It is content to simply be present while you exhale the performance of being okay.

Drawing from

Revelation, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Revelation 3:20

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