The Light Sees Your Hidden Pain
The day ends, and you are still wearing the mask that smiled at the one who took your place. You said the right words.
You nodded. But your stomach is a knot of betrayal that no one else can see.
This is the exhaustion of the exhale — when the performance stops and the truth of what you swallowed rises up to meet you. You do not have to keep holding it.
The light does not ask you to pretend the wound isn't there. It stands in the quiet of your room and sees the anger, the grief, the sheer unfairness of it all.
And it does not turn away. There is a peace that does not require you to forgive before you are ready.
A peace that sits with you in the mess of it. You are known, not for the smile you forced, but for the pain you hid beneath it.
Drawing from
1 John, Matthew
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