typing out the inside joke to explain why it hurts, then deleting it because explaining the wound feels like reopening it

The Light Sees What You Delete

The cursor blinks, waiting for you to type the explanation of the inside joke that cut so deep. You start to write the context, the history, the reason it hurts—but then you stop.

Deleting it feels safer than reopening the wound by making it visible. You put the mask back on and hit send on something simpler, something that says 'I'm fine.' But the light sees the text you didn't send.

It knows the story you are too tired to tell. There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, not because you are forced to speak, but because the light already knows the whole truth without your words.

You do not have to perform okayness for the one who sees behind the mask. The relief is not in explaining yourself, but in knowing you are already known.

Drawing from

Mark 4:22, Matthew 6:6

Verses

Mark 4:22

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