The Light Did Not Wait For You
The cursor blinks in the gray light of dawn, waiting for words you are too afraid to send. You type out the raw truth of your night, the heavy thing that feels like it might break the person on the other end.
Then you pause. The sun is just beginning to touch the horizon, painting the sky in colors that say the night did not win.
And slowly, you press backspace. Character by character, you delete the plea until the screen is blank again.
You convince yourself that silence is safer, that your pain is too much for anyone to carry. But look out the window.
The light did not wait for you to be ready before it arrived. It did not ask if you were too heavy.
It simply came. There is a friend who has already walked this road, who felt the weight of the world and did not delete the cry.
In the garden, overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death, he did not edit his pain to make it palatable. He fell on his face and spoke the raw truth: take this cup from me.
And the light did not turn away. It drew closer.
Your unedited sorrow is not a burden that pushes love away. It is the very thing that invites the light to sit beside you.
The sun is up. The silence is broken.
You do not have to carry the night alone anymore.
Drawing from
Matthew, Luke
Verses
Luke 1:78-79
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