the habit of typing out a confession to someone who has already blocked you, then deleting it word by word until the screen is blank again

The Light Sees Words Before They Vanish

The cursor blinks in the dark, a tiny pulse on a screen that holds words you cannot send. You type the confession, the apology, the plea—then you delete it, one letter at a time, until the box is empty again.

You are performing a ritual of silence for an audience that has left the room. The door is locked, and your knocking only echoes back to your own hands.

But listen—there is a listening that does not require a recipient to be present. The light sees the words before they vanish.

It hears the ache in the backspace. You do not need to force a door open to be known; the One who sees in secret already holds every word you tried to say.

The screen goes blank, but you are not erased.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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