typing out a long, honest text to them about how much you miss being their person, then deleting it character by character until the screen is blank again

The Unsent Text Is A Prayer

The cursor blinks at the end of a sentence you will never send. You typed out the whole ache—the missing, the longing, the raw truth of still being theirs—and then you started deleting.

Backspace, backspace, backspace, until the screen is blank again. The room is quiet, but your hands are still shaking from the effort of unsaying what your heart needed to say.

You feel like a failure for hiding it, like a coward for swallowing the words. But listen—the light does not measure your courage by what you publish.

It saw the draft. It witnessed the trembling finger hovering over the delete key.

It knows the love that was written and the fear that erased it. And it holds both of them with the same tenderness.

The unsent text is not a lie; it is a prayer offered in the dark, where only the One who sees in secret can read it. You did not lose those words.

They were simply returned to the silence where they belong, safe and known.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 70, Matthew 6:18

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