typing out a long update about your day to send to them, then deleting it word by word until the screen is blank again

The Light Sees What You Erased

The cursor blinks at the end of a paragraph you spent an hour writing. It holds the whole truth of your day—the fatigue, the small victories, the quiet desperation.

Then your finger hovers. And you delete.

Word by word. Sentence by sentence.

Until the screen is blank again, and the mask is back in place, smooth and uncracked. You tell yourself it is easier this way.

That they don't need to know the weight you are carrying. But the light sees what you erased.

It saw every keystroke. It knows the version of you that exists behind the backspace key.

You do not have to send the message to be known. The silence you leave behind is not a lie the light believes.

It sees the struggle it took to create that silence. And it loves the person who typed it just as much as the person who deleted it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary, Matthew

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