the terror that if you stop achieving, you will cease to exist

You Are the Light, Not the Labor

The clock on the wall is the only thing moving, and it feels like your worth is ticking away with every second you aren't producing. You are terrified that if you stop achieving, you will simply cease to exist—that your value is something you must build every hour or lose forever.

But in this deepest dark, where no work can be done and no masks can be worn, a quiet truth rises like a breath you didn't have to earn. There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world.

That light is not a reward for your labor. It is your root.

You do not have to maintain it. You do not have to prove it.

It was there before you drew your first breath, and it will be there when your hands finally rest. The terror says you must run to stay alive.

The light says you are already held, even in the stillness. You are not what you make.

You are the light that makes everything else visible.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Thomas 24, Gospel of Mary 4:22-24

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